Art Makes Death Beautiful


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I was sitting in Starbucks the other day when I saw this flower. I really liked how the dead flower looked esp beside the still alive ones. It freaked me out that I saw beauty in death. This flower died due to how the employees mistreated the plant. Though others still were alive, it made me think what if it died just to rescue the others, like sacrificed itself? Because they weren’t provided with enough water to keep them all alive. Even if they wont live healthily but they will live… Hope. Maybe that they will be treated better in the future.

Its not scaring me as much as when I first saw the beauty of the dead flower. After thinking for a while and coming to this conclusion “hope” – I find it even more beautiful.

I wonder what others think of artists. Probably something along “those people should be locked in a mental asylum” XD


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This was the sky in Egypt last Tuesday. I was sitting in arabic private lesson when I saw this. My teacher could not see the beauty of the sky “its something that he sees everyday”. It wont be special until he loses it – obviously you cant loose the sky but you can loose you’re sight then it will be special. As an artist, I cant wait to have time to draw it. I just love looking at the sky. How it looks different every other hour.

I cant help but think that it looks like its hugging our Earth. Maybe because of the crap we do to it.


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You know who else needs hugs? Yea, kids. Humans.

Love 146.

Humans are the most mistreated creature on Earth and what makes it worse is that the only thing able to mistreat humans are humans.


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All humans are made out of mud but were not mud, were something beautiful – more precious.

Just like diamonds; its made out of the same element as graphite but its structure made it different. One is weak and the other is strong.

Humans are the strongest creatures and the only thing that can break us is other humans.

Are humans good or bad? I don’t know but like any other person I did loose hope in the good.

There are not a lot of strong people and mostly the strong people are the bad ones. Like those girls that were kidnapped, I wont say they were all good but no matter what they did not deserve to sold for sex daily just for the pleasure and money of other humans.

We might not know anything about the girl number 146 but the look on her eyes made the investigators not loose hope in helping these kids. ( if you don’t understand what I’m talking about then watch Michelle Phan’s video here or read this

Honestly reading stories like this makes me grateful for the not perfect life I’m living. Whenever I feel like complaining I just search the internet for stories like this. I cant offer much help except praying and raising awareness. I just think its better than just reading it and not even pressing a button to share it.

I hope number 146 is somewhere safe as long as other girls. I just wish that someday she’ll know that by not giving up she encouraged other girls not too.

There are more stories like this waiting to be discovered. Its sad to know that there are more stories similar/far worse than this taking place right now but its good to know that people are working hard to help and rescue them. Trying to make a better place for others t live.

Humans have been on Earth for so long and were still alive and giving birth. If humans were so hopeless we would’ve been extinct by now. The fact that were still alive means something – means that we should do whatever we could to help bring justice and spread hope and good deeds around.

… Chocolate is good… I demand you send me chocolate. Don’t add raisins in them please, raisins are bad XDDD

Sorry I felt like I was too deep xD


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I cant help but think about Death Note. Was Light bad or good. He kind of judged people and killed them even if they were given a second chance. Like the guy that he killed to show Ray Penbers that he’s kira – the one that worked in the cafe. I think he was charged with murder and he got away with it. This guy was working which might indicate that he regretted what he had done and saw that when he got away with murder was a second chance for him to be good or maybe not. However Light shouldn’t be the one to kill him, even if he deserved to be killed. That means Light is bad? Well not exactly. Light sacrificed himself for other people to live safely. In the end of the manga, Matsuda said that the criminal rate dropped a lot when Kira was punishing criminals. So he did good for other people.

The person to use the Death Note shall not go to heaven or hell. I think the writer added this rule just because he couldn’t decide if Light should go to heaven or hell.

That’s it for today I guess, sorry for not updating for a long time.

Thank you for reading,

Shopping – Only

Hello! Today i went shopping for some mid-season , cute clothes <3 All items are from Only, i really like the results of this spree ~


Most of them are comfortable chic sweaters / jumpers (Don’t know what theyre called ) , one T – shirt and a pair of gorgeous shoes .o.


           The quote describes me xD


        I really love the print/ design here


Bought this mainly because of the text hahahah.


        This one reminds me of comics !


Undershirt for the anchor shirt . Really loved the lace.


Cutest colour mix and design here {♥}


And lastly this one , i didnt really like it much but my mum picked it out and wasnt bad!

And finally the shoes :


Here they are in action :



And this outfit i really like together :o


This is my fav thingie from HnM ive been addicted to wearing lately


       Says (Aimer la Vie) (Love life)

Well lovelies that was what the spree had concluded with today ! Pretty excited to try them on the real catwalk and be dressy xD.

Thanks for reading !
Alice// Cookie

Today♥( with Cookie and Deww)

Today was a really awesome one , because i got to spend it with Deww ♥

We exchanged Valentine’s presents ( a but late but worth it) ! I was so happy to see her after quite a long time ~

We had lunch together at Peking , i think she owns the store. We tried a new salad which was great but there was this weird ingredient…i dont know what it is xD


                    Yummy fried rice !       Recommended by my asain food expert


                         {My Gift ♥}

But my favourite was the card


Also heres a smexy me by Dew:


We did a heck of walking and some supply shopping
-IWasLateBuyingTheRestOfMyGift- so i had to pretend i was buying the stuff for me -hehehehe- so she didnt expect. I finally found the perfect snow-globe design i wanted to get her , had an Eiffel tower and a heart and said “Dream a princess Dream ” or something close and a mug she picked out .

Then Deww bought me hot Coconut Choco hot drink. Yummzy. And we bought choco (which was also so yummyy) . And  we got some art supplies .

Had lots of laughs , some tears of joy and a warm hug.. >(^_^)< and LOTS of Food (No regrets).

I really loved today ♥ Made me super happy.

I hope you get to see your bestfriend too ~ {♥}~

Arigatou, Deww  ^-^

-Joyful Alice// Cookie

New hair colour! – red panda

I dyed my hair reddish on Valentines day aka full moon day aka werewolf day.

Its not really as red as I wanted it to be because my hairdresser was scared to add more red since my hair is already light colour and I had already ombre’d my hair from my natural dark blonde to light blonde (several tones of blonde). She was scared it will come out too

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Instead of having a cool undertone for my hair, now its warm. I still have blonde in some places, esp shows in the back of my hair.
Old hair:

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New hair:

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Its a pretty good colour as I decided on going to prom with a totally different hair colour. Like big change. Pink or more obvious red.

I’ve been having second thoughts about going to prom. Idk why but prom is scary. Im celebrating the last year in school with mostly people who I don’t like or I don’t even know. I’m just going for the sake of the dresses. I balanced out the cons and pros of prom and the pros won by one reason.

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This is how I sometimes settle arguments between myself. I do like a voting thing.

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I got gifts one valentine… From my mum XDD WAHAHHAA at least I got something xPP

I’ve been chatting with this guy friend whom I used to crush on. Actually not really crush on. I was attracted to him at first, but I think it just faded away. Now I don’t know how I feel about him.

He asked if I had a date and I said no. The conversation made me feel like it would result in some flirting but it didn’t. Later I opened Instagram to find that he has a gf and he never told me about her. Not sure why he didn’t. It kinda confused me but he’s nice to me so I’m guessing he’s just like this to everyone.

I have buttload of homework to do plus I’m sick so I’ll be major slow. I should get started now. Goodbyeee!


Perfect Boyfriend List ❤️

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Is that suppose to be the perfect boyfriend list?

1. Every person alive on this (and other planets) planet is taller than me unless they are infants.

2. Why would you go out with someone mean?

3. Okay funny guys go into my list. Not quite sure about the shy thing, like a 2% shy because I’m already shy. I don’t want to be the person asking for dates and trying to start the conversations.

4. Not in public >.>

5. Yes I’d like to be able to hug other guys and not having him jealous. Wtf? All human beings are the jealous type.

6. I don’t really like touching people. Esp if your hands are sweaty.

7. Guys who can draw or sing instantly attract me and probably 90% of the girls alive.

8. If you ever want to be in a relationship, i think you should be caring and respecting.

9. I really hope that he’s not in my school. I cant spot anyone attractive in that damned school.

10. Its a must. I don’t wanna go out with someone who thinking I’m ugly, d-uh!

11. If i love you, suddenly you become cute so i wont notice if you have bad teeth or anything XD

12. Yes please! I’m sick of buying guy shirts.

13. If he’s Egyptian then i don’t have to add that to the list. Its almost a tradition to tease everyone around you if you’re Egyptian.


15. Yea right. Forever pffft -___-

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Incase you cant see the translation in red, it says “then why do people get in relationships”

Yea. My perfect boyfriend list:
1. Chocolate

I found this picture on 9gag which you’re suppose to choose between 3 options and live with it the rest of your life.

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I’d like to be intelligent and good looking.

After a look at the triangle i realised irl I’m non of these, sad eh? But I’m a positive person so here is what i did

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My own vain pink triangle of only me and it GLOWSS! How awesome is that? Ya’ll can sweat together in all 3 corners of the crowded triangle hmphh! I have my own fucking triangle.

Wahahahaha so I’m gonna end it here since I’m very tired! Good night lovelies!


Cancer Art

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Hello everyone!
So I drew the afro girl few months ago. People would comment on how pretty it is but the hair line is too far, needed to closer to her face. I wanted the girl to be bald but still has hair – not normal hair though. Hair of imagination. The girl was bald but she created her own hair. Not everyone can see it thus the hair line is doesn’t start where it should start. People continue to see her bald head but she sees herself differently. She added makeup on her face like other girls do but did not cry because she doesn’t have hair like other girls do. She worked with what she has and she’s happy with the way she is.

I coloured her face using pastel pitt from faber castell and watercolours for the galaxy afro. However the stars are made with gouache/poster colours.

I have to admit. I drew this picture inspired by a pic I saw on they aren’t the exact same though. The original’s hair is photoshopped, hair line is where anyone has hair is and she’s slightly smiling. I didn’t want mine to smile. I wanted her to look charismatic and sucked into her imagination. Something else I’d like to say is that the idea of her balding didn’t inspire me to draw her that way, it just came to me when I was finished with her.