Blog-tember Challenge Day 30 // END

Wednesday, Sept. 30: A farewell coffee date. Take some time to breath, sip a warm drink, and share with your new blogging buddies. If you’d like a prompt: how did the Blog-tember Challenge go for you? Any surprises? What was your favorite prompt, or what would you like to see included next time?

*Lets out a huge sigh* I’m done with my first blogging challenge! I’m surprised that I went through it even though I skipped 2 days. I get bored fast so I expected myself to end this challenge like halfway through the month, but I didn’t which makes me happy even if I joined some posts together (^^”,) I’m really pleased with myself for finding this challenge (found it on my birthday – birthday  miracle? Hmm), it helped me gain a lot of followers and find awesome blogs to since I like stalking who ever likes my blogs @.@ My favourite prompt probably when I blogged about my day which happened to be on my first day of college so that was pretty fun! Its sad that September is over, is it just me or does September always passes by so fast?

Now that I’m done with the challenge I’ve got some photography posts to share, maybe tomorrow? Also I got a lot in my mind that I’d like to share, ooh and college essentials too! Just finished my 2nd day and already I have must haves. I’m really scared of what this year holds for me though. I mean I can’t really predict whats going to happen or how it would go – talking about predictions, I met a guy who is so into magic and not just “magic tricks” like the real deal. According to what he said, he did hurt a few people and help out others. I don’t completely believe it but I don’t think he’s lying either. It doesn’t hurt me either way I just find it interesting however he did try to predict my future which I believe is complete BS tbh. I believe that only God knows what the future holds and magic can’t help us know this even if you summon a demon. I mean a demon’s power cant really compare with god’s powers and if a demon can see in the future then it can do anything which isn’t true. I believe that humans are stronger than demons, if they hide themselves then were definitely stronger. I read one time about how we shouldn’t close our eyes when were scared because our brain will portray it scarier than reality, after all our imagination can get scary and it could exaggerate on things so by not being able too see what they look like, it makes us scared of what might it be. I highly doubt if we’d be scared of them if we saw them like we see everything else.

Thats all I got for today, I gotta go draw stuff for college >.<

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Blog-tember challenge Day 28

Monday Sept. 28: A day in the life. Take us through it with you.”

Bonjour! So today was the first day of college and boy, was it tiring. Mainly because I didn’t sleep at night – had a fight with the mother and kept thinking about ot all night >.< gotta say though, it feels good when they call later saying that you were right XD

Anyway lets get started,

 

The dad driving me

For the outfit I wore my favourite colour, blue along with white. I don’t want to say that white is a favourite colour of mine since I’m attending art school and “white is not a colour, its a shade” so yea, this white thing, I like it XD

For makeup I think the most important thing is the face makeup? Like if you put eyeshadow and stuff I’d feel like its too much since I barely use eyeshadow when I’m hanging out and eyeliner is just setting people’s expections of me to high. I’d rather if people have low expactations of me so then I can surprise with them with the least things (really helps if you’re lazy). 

  I did the most stupidest thing today but I’m not even madd. I looked at the Sunday’s schedule instead of Monday and was so confused when I found my class emty. I was like wooow its just the first day and already class is cancelled? I have to be honest though, at that time I couldn’t help but think about how unorganised this college is then my friend came over and told me today is Monday XDDD
Oh my god I’m so stupid. Already first day and I managed to skip a class since my friend pointed my mistake after an hour and half had already passed. But its only rigjt for me to skip on my first day of college since I skipped in KG1 – first day of school, its kinda like an education ritual for me XD I literally just didn’t want to go back to class after the break so I just got into one of those human size playground worm things and slept, only to be discovered by the cleaners later and returned to my class. I was 5 years old I think? You cant expect any different from a 19 year old mee!

   
    
   
Lectures&Homeworks

   

    
 
Friends&Smoothies

   

Going to the buses ~

 
Walking home after bus drops me off. 

Since I hadnt slept the night before, I just took a quick shower and went to bed. 

That’s it for my day, I have a full day tomorrow so I just hope I get to sleep again to I can go through the day. I slept in my last lecture today due to how tired I was >.<

Blog-tember Challenge from day 24-27

Well this challenge was just a wreck for me. This month I had to move house, deal with a lot of trouble and then I travelled for two days to the North Coast which was a good vacation to rest my mind a bit since I’m starting college tomorrow o.o Also I took a lot of good photos but they’re iphone quality x.x

Day 24

Thursday, Sept. 24: Shout out five of your favorite bloggers. Who are your regular reads?”

1.Xiaxue

2.

Cheeserland/Cheesie

3.

QuiQui

4. 

Johanna Herrstedt

5.

Audrey

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Day 25

Friday, Sept. 25: Three songs you are connecting with right now.”

1. Song that describes me ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jro6PwOThk4
2. Song that I’m enjoying ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tz8a2sBNrkI
3. Song that I newly discovered ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A4KMui4f8Es

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Day 26

Saturday, Sept. 26: What’s on your to-reading list, and what have you recently read?“

I don’t really read … Shhh

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Day 27

Sunday, Sept. 27: What’s on your wish list? Be sure to include links so we can shop too ;)”

1. 

Find here ~

there are also another pair of boots from Timberland that I saw, but I couldn’t find my size TT_TT and I cant find the picture online TTTT_TTTT

2. 

Mary-Lou Manizer from The Balm

3.

EM Cosmetics’ Chiaroscuo

4.

ArtDeco’s Sunshine Blush

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Thats all! So tomorrow’s challenge is to take you through a day in my life. This is perfect timing tbh since tomorrow will be the first day of college so this could get quite interesting.

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Blog-tember Challenge day 22

Tuesday, Sept. 22: Get creative! Sketch, paint, dance, play music, whatever then give us a glimpse. 

 Makeup! 
  

Blog-tember Challenge Day 21

Monday, Sept. 21: A favourite quote/expression and how it has impacted you.”

This is pretty much self explanatory, I don’t feel like there is anything to talk about because after you take a minute to think about this, it just opens up a door in your head to allow more room for thinking about any situation in your life. I don’t live in this world alone, I need to put other people’s pov into consideration. This gives me a view of the bigger picture of any situation. I get to make myself understand how others were thinking. It makes life easier tbh since it makes you less judgemental and force you think before taking any fast actions toward something – something I’m still working on.

Being able to understand that not everyone thinks a like and that my opinion is as important as any other person’s opinion puts my over-thinking brain at ease. It also makes interested in learning about people, how different we all are yet were all the same.

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Blog-tember Challenge Day 20

Sunday, Sept. 20: It’s guilty pleasure time ! Shows, books, songs, foods, whatever it maybe.”

Without taking a minute to think, chocolate. 

I would get so happy if I saved like 5LE off anything I bought so I’d have left over money to pay on chocolate.

I would hide the good chocolate in my drawer and keep the meh ones on my desk because everyone knows that I always have chocolate so when anyone comes looking for chocolate I wouldn’t need to share the good ones. (boy does this sentence have the word chocolate a lot)

MAKEUP!! I love buying new makeup, I love experiencing new products, it’s a magical moment for me. I have to buy at least one makeup product each month. Its sad though since a lot of people would use the money for more important thing >.<

Any otakus out there? I think the main reason why my grades sucked in 10th grade was because I wasted time on watching anime, but can you blame me? I think I even read so much more mangas than I’ve watched anime. I’d just open random mangas and get to reading. Recently I did this and I’d open random ones and think “This seems familier … yep, yea, I’ve read this before.” I don’t even remember the titles because I read so muchhhh.

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Thats all I can list now though, I have to wake up tomorrow early for orientation day in college >.< goodnight! 

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Blog-tember Challenge Day 18 + 19

Friday, Sept. 18: Record a VLOG! It can be about anything you’d like!”

I decided to add yesterday’s challenge to today’s post since it wasn’t really worth doing a whole post for. I don’t really feel comfortable to film a proper vlog so I just clipped few seconds from my day together and made a “video”. Its embarrassing really. I also have no knowledge on how to edit a video so it was a real struggle for just a 36 second video. However I do feel like I could improve and bring what I imagined to life, I’ll just have to practice more!

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Saturday, Sept. 19: Tell us about one of the best days of your life.”

The besto and I

This was in December I think, after his birthday. After taking his driving license we decided to go out to celebrate. I mentioned to him earlier that I was bored and wanted to try something new so he wrote a whole frickin list of stuff for us to do! Unfortunately we didn’t go through them because I had a lot of shit dealing with so we just did one from the list which was to go to this cafe called Screlesque (I think I spelled it wrong). Its theme colours are white, pink and blue and it sells everything made with chocolate *~* its like my heaven. Sad we didn’t go there again but omg I was so happyy. I remember I was super sick and I couldn’t even give him a reaction to how I feel because I didn’t have the energy.

Blog-tember Challenge Day 14

Monday, Sept. 14: The 5 books that have impacted your life the most.”

The more I get done with days with this challenge the more I feel like this challenge isn’t for me XD I just don’t enjoy reading anymore. Yes, yes I can here your jaws dropping. When I was a kid, I used to really enjoy reading as it helped grow my imagination, but after 5th grade I pretty much couldn’t enjoy reading what so ever. I feel like it had to do with my maladaptive dreaming and fantasy prone personality. I can’t really focus on something for a long time and I could just read a sentence that captures my attention then close the book and imagine the rest of the story as if I’m one of the characters and then I keep day dreaming about the rest until the story becomes a part of the life I have in my head – of course by then I would have totally forgotten about the book. However, no matter how big my imagination is sparked by my personalities disorder, my brain does not or own the capacity to hold all Earth’s secrets for constant inspiration so I had to find a way to obtain information that would spark my interest. Blogs were the main thing that helped inspire me to understand myself. Instead of ending this post with nothing to write in it, I’ll just share the main posts that helped me in life.

XiaXue

I discovered Xiaxue’s blog through Michelle Phan’s Disney Princesses makeup tutorial. I didn’t read her blog right after saw the video though. My love for Michelle blinded me tbh, meaning that I really disliked anybody who wasn’t Michelle XD Since I was/still obsessed with her I used to rewatch her videos for like two hours everyday before I sleep and there was this one time I read the comments on the video and everyone were talking about XX’s nose job which completely took my attention and this was when I started searching her and reading her blog. The first post I read was about trust <— THIS completely changed how much I trust people for the better because it wasn’t how I would naturally think due to having a mum with really bad experiences in life so she made a life for her babies where it was all flowers and unicorns but those babies had to grow up. XX’s posts were like a preview to reality for me and they did help me a lot. They helped me create the person I am today. I pretty much got hooked on her blog and read every post she ever made. Another one of her posts that I think about a lot till this day is about if either you’re an asker or a guesser, it made me realise how bad it is to be a guesser even if its not because I would just assume shit but because I’m shy – still to this day I try to make myself become more open about asking as I’m not really a person who would voice out their thoughts.

Cheeserland

Cheesie’s blog showed me so much more too Japan that I didn’t know, I mean when I restarted watching anime it interested me in Japan and I did all my googling and stuff but all the stuff I found made me feel like Japan has a locked door on it that only certain special people had the key too. It’s some what true though, Japan is just so different from the rest of the world that what they would find “normal” would be “weird” to us so in order for me to start understanding Japan was to find someone who share their experiences in Japan and in a review kind of way but more of personal experiences kind of thing. It just made me love Japan so much and not just Japan, to travelling the world. I knew I always wanted to travel around the world but I just thought that my life would me like the average life of getting married and having kids, so she kind of opened my eyes to the world and its beauty. I’d love to one day travel around the world and hopefully starting with Japan >.>

These are the only blogs that I can remember right now that have had an impact on my life but I’m pretty sure there is more, however these had the biggest impact on my life and who I am now. I’ll just end this post there as its already 12:08AM meaning I am late for this post already -.- its just that I’ve been really busy these days with college and moving *sigh*.

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-Panda/Deww

Blog-tember Challenge Day 13

Sunday, September 13: Create a collage or inspiration/mood board for this season in your life. 

  
Dark makeup, work out, decorate house, blog, travel and take pictures. 
Collage made with Moldiv. 

Blog-tember Challenge Day 12

Saturday, Sept. 12: What are you up to currently?”

Playing… Waiting game – waiting for college to send me and email -.-

Watching… Awkward! Totally love that Sadie always has something to say about everything

Trying… To get my life together

wtf…

Eating… Mum’s Chinese lemon chicken.

Drinking… Water. Pretty much whenever I’m thirsty I would just use a clear glass for water and add a straw pretending its coconut juice and I’m on the beach.

Calling… My sister to make sure she’s okay after the car accident >.<

Texting… With Menna to see if she could pass by tomorrow.

Going…To MSA university’s orientation day on the 21st.

Loving… Zoella’s blog!

Hating… The fact that we don’t get to experience Autumn in Egypt -.-

Discovering… About Queen Nazli

Thinking… About how I’ll survive college >.<

Feeling… Like..

Hoping… For everything to work out.

Listening…Fairuz

Smelling… Like The Body Shop’s Shea Body Spray

Thanking… My friends for being there for me.

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-Panda/Deww